Monday, May 25, 2015

Meshed Together

Hello readers!
   I hope you're having a great Memorial day. I write these posts at night so I'm not sure what the weather is going to be like tomorrow (AKA Memorial day), but I think it's supposed to be beautiful! We did have a little storm tonight. It was mostly just lightning, which I always love to see. I have this crazy love of thunder and lightning storms and rain and stuff like that....


   I am again going to fail to make a blog post in theme with today's holiday. Maybe I'll get around to something like that at a later date. But I've wanted to do this post for awhile now, and I felt like today was a good day to do it.
   Awhile ago, I made a little post about some things that have happened in my life during the year of 2014. In that post, I mentioned that my grandma had died. My great-grandma Beverly Brown to be precise. She went home to her Savior the day before Mother's Day of 2014. And I honestly cannot even tell you how much I love my Grandma.
   She was one of the sweetest ladies I have ever known. There were all of these little things about her that I loved. A long time ago, my younger brother used to mess with the flappy skin on her arm, and she would always give him a pinch because of it. And she just had this Grandma smell to her! You'd bend down to give her a hug and just be overwhelmed with it in the best way, and she'd be crying and saying "oh, oh," in this special way of hers because she hadn't seen us in years. She always gave me the cutest little Avon things too. I have this one angel necklace from her that I wore one year when I watched the Kentucky Derby online, and I actually wore it to her memorial service as well. She had her down days, but my dad could get her to laugh. Her laugh was this sweet little old lady laugh that just made you smile and want to reach across the phone and give her a hug. And my grandma was so forgiving and loving to everyone. To my dad, to her daughters, my grandpa... Everyone!
   My grandma had been sick for awhile, and we knew that she didn't have much longer. And early one Saturday morning (or early to me, at least), the Saturday before Mother's Day, my dad came into my room and told me that Grandma Bev had died. I knew it was coming, but I was still heartbroken. I cried quietly for a little while and I decided I wasn't ready to get up yet. So I went back to sleep. Eventually I did get up, and we spent a lot of that day talking about Grandma and the things we remembered about her. It was a sad day, but we knew that Grandma was home in heaven with Jesus. So it was a happy day too.
   And now I have to tell about our dear friends the Hohenstreets. Our families have known each other for years, and we have been close friends for a long time. My brother has always been friends with their two boys, my mother with Mrs. Beth, and my dad with Mr. Seth, who is also the pastor of our church. I was friends with all of them.
   But when I was about ten, I wanted nothing more than to have a friend. I mean, like the kind of friend that knew all of your secrets and you knew all of hers. That kind of thing. Well, then the Hohenstreets had little Grace. Gracie is about 8 years younger than me, but I love her so, so much. She is just the sweetest little girl and she really is one of my best friends now. I have friends that are my age, but Grace came along when I really needed her.
   So, since we are such good friends with the Hohenstreets, we had told them about our Grandma. And that evening, they asked us if it would be okay if they stopped by to say hello and bring us some candy bars. Of course, we said yes.
   And the moment they walked in the door, I knew something was up. Grace kept stopping in the middle of playing with me (which is a REALLY big deal) to go upstairs and whisper something to her mom. My brain was frantically scrambling with what could be going on, and I did come up with a few guesses.
   Right as they were getting ready to leave, they finally admitted that there was something going on. Mrs. Beth told Gracie to go ahead and tell us, but sweet little Grace got shy. So my brother offered up the guess that Pretty, Grace's cat, was pregnant. This was relatively funny, but it was even more so when the real answer was revealed.
   Mrs. Beth was, in fact, pregnant.
   And I am still struck by this. On the day my Grandma died, our best friends were going to have another baby. I mean, what?!? This just doesn't seem right. Things like that are supposed to come one at a time, in order. Well no, actually, they're not.
   This whole thing served to remind me that life is a bittersweet tangled mess of a  journey. Every day you experience pain, every day you experience joy. Maybe not on the same level as what happened to me, but you still do. Your whole life is like that. The ups and downs and the happies and sads are all meshed and woven together. It may seem crazy as its happening, but you suddenly look up and see this big, beautiful tapestry. And it wouldn't be as beautiful if it was all just pink and yellow and red, would it? Life needs some blues and purples to help even everything out and to highlight the brighter colors. Without that, what would your tapestry look like?
   You just have to keep holding on and trust that if God can make a plan to save the entire world, then he can take care of your life and that he has a reason for those crazy days where it seems like there's too much of everything for you to handle.
   As a closing note, I wanted to share this song with all of you. It's called "Emphasis" by Sleeping at Last. It has swiftly become one of my favorites, and I hope it touches all of you. :)





Have a wonderful week readers!

MR


Monday, May 18, 2015

Flowers and Creeks and Trees, Oh My!!!

Bonjour, dear readers!!!
   My grandma is here for a visit, and yesterday after church we decided to go on a hike. And since I was severely lacking in the blog inspiration for this week, I thought I'd share some pictures!
   We live in Northern Idaho, which is a truly beautiful place! And we took this really great trail that had a lot of gorgeous spots and sights.

Here's this little bridge that was in the path. We came across a few, but I really liked this picture. :)


I took a TON of pictures of the trail since my sincere hope was to use one of them for a new blog background. This was going to be the one. But it is not wanting to cooperate with me. *Growls* Maybe later....


Here's a centipede/millipede bug thingy-ma-jigger my brother found. On a side note, I am sooooo happy with how well my camera focuses on things. :D


Wild strawberry plant flower. I took a lot of flower pictures, so... Yeah. xP


Anudder flower. I also took a lot of pictures of white flowers. Hem...


A hole in a tree with ants in it. I don't know why, but I thought it was cool!!!


This really strange plant thing in the trail.


Some itty bitty flowers that took me FOREVER AND EVER to get my camera to focus on!!!!!!!! My brother and grandma were waiting for me, patiently at first, but a little less so after a few minutes of me silently holding my camera up to a tiny flower....


Wild clematis. 


White flower.


Another white flower that took me forever to focus on!!!! But I'm so happy with this picture now. :D


A pretty creek picture!! I always feel like there should be little fairies sprinkled around the forest in my area. But alas, there never are any. *Sighs*


For those of you who have never been to Northern Idaho, this is what the forest looks like. All of it. It's green and bushy and thick. So very, very thick....


Another picture to exemplify it's thickness. 


And a picture of the lake we were by!!! Beautiful, isn't it?? 

Well, now that I've made you all want to come visit Idaho, it's time for me to say goodbye. But first...
   If all goes according to plan, I should be halfway through my book in two weeks from today. And I told you guys I would share an excerpt at that point!!! So, for those of  you who are looking at this from Pinterest and know who my characters are and have a vague idea of what my story is about, then I'm going to let you choose what kind of scene you would like. 
   You can either have 
   A. A Brutan and Breeta scene that I think is rather sweet. 
   B. A funny/sarcastic scene between multiple characters
   C. A fun Training scene
   D. A serious moment between Brutan and Loorarc

So, what would you like?? And if you're reading this and you have no idea what I'm talking about, you can check out my storyboards over at my Pinterest . All of these characters and the story that they're in can be found on all boards with the heading "Northworld" or "Shadow's Bane". The excerpt will be taken out of the first part of "The Secret Key", since that's all I have written so far, haha!! Go ahead and think about it and tell me what you think!!

Thanks for taking the time to read this!!

MR



Monday, May 11, 2015

"Proud of You" (A Big Hero 6 Fanfiction)

   G'day, readers!
   I hope you all had a wonderful Mother's Day and got to spend some time with your mama's and family. :) I did! I could write a long, long blog post about everything my mother does and all of the things she puts up with and how much she still loves us. And I certainly love her for it! But today, I am going to post a fanfiction.
   Yes, I am in love with Disney's latest masterpiece, Big Hero 6. IT IS AMAZING!!!!!!!!! And so, I wrote this fanfiction for it. Any body else watch all the way through to watch the after the credits scene with tears streaming down their face in hope that Tadashi might make a sudden re-appearance?? Well, I did. During said credits, there is a little "scene" I guess you could call it, that shows a bunch of newspaper articles. Some of them depict Big Hero 6 saving and defending the people of San Fransokyo, others hail Hiro's genius. But there was one that showed the grand reopening of the SFIT showcase hall. Or as the newspaper article says, the Tadashi Hamada building. And thus this fanfiction was born....

  Proud of You
A Big Hero 6 Fanfiction


Hiro stared fixedly at his notecards and sucked on his lower lip.
All I have to do is go through this darn speech one time. Just one time and I'll be alright.
He cleared his throat and opened his mouth to begin. Then closed it with a frustrated groan.
It's no use, Aunt Cass! I'll never be able to do this speech. Ever! They're just going to have to get someone else to do it.” He exclaimed, throwing himself onto the couch.
No, no, no, Hiro, don't give up! You can do this, I know you can.” Aunt Cass said from her seat on the other side of the room.
Hiro shook his head miserably.
You have to at least go through it once before you give up. Remember how good you did with your SFIT presentation?”
But that's nothing like this!” Hiro retorted, throwing his hands in the air. “If I mess this up, no one will ever forgive me. Honey Lemon, Wasabi, GoGo, Fred... They will all hate me.”
Hiro dropped his notecards on the ground and buried his head in his hands.
No one is going to hate you.” Aunt Cass laughed, standing up from her chair and walking over to her nephew. She knelt down next to him and began picking up his scattered speech. “And you're not going to mess this up. You're going to be amazing, I promise you.”
Hiro remained silent and didn't move from his position.
Aunt Cass quietly sighed, pushing back a graying strand of hair out of her face. Straightening the gathered notecards, she placed them on the nearest end table and settled down next to Hiro. She stared at the old carpet on the floor as she pursed her lips together thoughtfully.
Hiro, I'm kind of thinking you're not really worried about your friends hating you. Maybe you're more worried about hating yourself if this all goes south.” She looked over at Hiro questioningly.
He shrugged his shoulders.
Oh Hiro, you can't,” Aunt Cass said, circling her arms around Hiro. “You can't do that to yourself over something so silly.”
It's not silly!” He cried, flinging his head up from it's downward position. He quickly turned away, but not before Aunt Cass saw the tears in his eyes.
You're right. It's not.” She said gently, arm still around Hiro's shoulders. “I know how important this is to you. But it really isn't the end of the world if you do mess up. Which you won't.”
She gave his shoulders an encouraging shake. “And even if you do, you know who will still be proud of you?”
She waited for Hiro to reply. He nodded slowly, still unwilling to speak.
I'll be proud of you, and your friends will be proud of you. But the one who'll be the proudest of us all is your brother. If Tadashi could see you now, he would be...”
She paused, lifting her gaze to the ceiling as she searched for the right word. “He would be exploding with pride! You always meant so much to him, Hiro, more than anything in the world. I know he's so happy for you, and so, so, proud of you. You know that, right?”
Hiro glanced over at her and nodded.
Do you really know?” She demanded, squeezing his body against hers and tousling his thick black hair.
Yes, I know! I know!” He said, a smile tugging at his mouth as he pulled out of her grip. He finger combed his hair, glaring at her teasingly as he sniffed back his tears.
Good thing.” Aunt Cass said, smiling tenderly at him. She gave him another hug before handing him his notecards back.
You'd better get to work.” She urged. Hiro got up with a playful groan and took the offered notecards from Aunt Cass.
Let's try this again.” He said.

* * * *

Why are there so many people?” Hiro asked, eyes wandering restlessly over the enormous crowd assembled before him.
Why wouldn't there be?” GoGo replied, putting a hand on her hip. “The showcase fire affected pretty much everyone in the entire city. I think that the grand re-opening is something they're going to want to see.”
Don't be so hard on him, GoGo. He's just nervous.” Honey Lemon said, putting a hand on Hiro's head and smiling widely at him. He tried to smile back, but it ended up looking more like a grimace.
You'll be fine, Hiro.” Wasabi said, looking down at Hiro encouragingly.
Yeah man, don't sweat it. You're going to be awesome up there.” Fred added. He patted Hiro on the back.
Thanks guys.” Hiro croaked, trying to give them all a better smile.
The audience began to clap, and Hiro realized with a start that the speaker before him had finished.
Thank you for that lovely speech, Professor Kantz.” The announcer's voice echoed over the loudspeakers. “At this time we would like to ask Hiro Hamada to come to the stage and present the dedication speech.”
Hiro's face paled. With shaking fingers, he straightened his suit jacket and pulled his notecards out of his pocket.
Here it goes.” He muttered, giving his friends a pleading glance. He so badly wanted one of them to jump up on the stage and do this speech for him. But no one was volunteering.
Don't be such a sissy, Hiro.” GoGo said, the sincerity in her eyes undermining her hard words.
Honey Lemon gave him a hug and a peck on the cheek. The rest of the team patted him on the back and offered a few hurried whispers of encouragement.
Hiro took a deep breath and after glancing back at his friends one more time, walked up the three steps that led to the raised platform.
He took another slow, deep breath to try and calm his fluttering nerves as he approached the podium. As he stood behind it, he couldn't help but notice it had been lowered to accommodate his height. He appreciated the thought, but he could feel the tips of his ears turning red in embarrassment and he thought he heard someone in the audience titter. This wasn't exactly the start he had been hoping for, but it was the one he had been expecting.
Aunt Cass sat in the front aisle in the center of the row. She gave him a thumbs up from her seat and mouthed the words, “You can do it.”
Hiro settled the notecards of his speech on the stand as he timidly looked up at the rest of the audience. Hundreds of people stared back at him expectantly. Hiro gulped.
How in the world am I supposed to make a good impression on all of these people? He thought to himself, fear paralyzing him for a moment.
But then Aunt Cass' words came back to him. She had said that no matter what happened, she would still be proud of him, and his friends would too. And most importantly, so would Tadashi. In the end, it didn't matter what all of those other people thought as long as the people close to him were proud.
Clearing his throat, Hiro adjusted the microphone and began.
My name is Hiro. Tadashi Hamada was my older brother. And in case you didn't know, this building is dedicated to him.”
Hiro's voice rang out clearly over the sound system. Something about this made him feel a little more confident, and he continued.
One year ago, the showcase hall for San Fransokyo Institute of Technology burned to the ground. Millions of dollars worth of tech burned with it, some of which was mine. But that wasn't the only thing the fire took.
Everyone got out of the building safely aside from some smoke inhalation. Everyone, that is, except for one man. My brother, who wasn't even inside when the fire started, ran into the burning building to try and save this man's life. But then there was an explosion, and Tadashi...” Hiro's voice cracked.
Tadashi didn't make it out.”
He paused. Hiro took a shaky breath, furiously trying to blink the tears out of his eyes.
Don't break down, Hiro. He told himself. Just get through this.
What my brother did was an act of heroism and selflessness that I can't even comprehend. Tadashi willingly gave himself up for someone else. That was how much he valued life. That was how brave and selfless he was. And this building is dedicated to him.”
Hiro looked down at his notecards for what to say next. But what he had written down didn't feel right. He wrestled for with what to do, and made the split-second decision to speak from his heart.
What I'm trying to say, is that the inventions and tech the students at this college are putting here, myself included, are going to affect people. Through our inventions, we have the opportunity to help people, to make a difference in the world. Some of you already have. Tadashi supported SFIT as much as he did because he believed in that. He believed with all his heart we could do that. And I believe it to.”
Hiro stepped out from behind the podium. “So not only is this building dedicated to Tadashi, but also to the dreams of all the students here and the changes they're going to make in the world. This building is dedicated to their bravery, and their effort, and their endless hope. This building is dedicated to the future.”
Hiro looked behind him and nodded at the workers standing on stage. They heaved on the ropes holding back the red curtain at the back of the stage to reveal the beginnings of the brand new SFIT showcase hall. Rising up on the side was a pillar of stone with a shining plaque on it. On that plaque were the words “Tadashi Hamada Building; dedicated to young men and women with the hearts of lions beating in their chests.”
The crowd began to cheer and clap wildly and they all stood to their feet. Many of them were wiping tears from their eyes and Hiro looked at them in surprise. Never in all of the many different endings he had thought up in his head had he envisioned a reaction like this.
Aunt Cass caught Hiro's gaze and she smiled at him. Tears glistened in her proud eyes, and Hiro realized that she had never expected anything less. None of his friends had expected less either. All Aunt Cass did was nod at him, but Hiro understood what she meant. He smiled a real smile back at her and looked over at the showcase hall. Hiro knew now that they weren't the only ones who were proud of him.
He could almost feel a grinning Tadashi standing next to him, giving him a punch on the shoulder and saying, “Good job, Hiro. I knew you could do it.”
Hiro smiled wistfully.


   “Thanks Tadashi.” He whispered.



Thank you all SO VERY MUCH  for reading this!!!! Literally no one else besides myself has laid eyes on it before this, so comments and critiques are more than welcome!!! Thank you all again and have a great week!
MR

P.S. I've included a super fast doodle of Hiro as my cover picture. The reason he looks older than he does in the movie is because a.) in my fanfiction he is and b.) It is too late and I'm am too tired to fix him. XP

Sunday, May 3, 2015

FREE Crochet Octopus!!!!!

Hello all!!!
Well, I told you guys that I would try and have a Big Hero 6 fanfiction for you, but I guess I lied. It STILL isn't finished!! Hopefully by next week it will be. :D
   But, I do have a free crochet octopus pattern for you! Somebody through my Facebook page/online crochet shop asked me to make them one. So I said sure! I started scouring Pinterest for free octopus patterns, but I couldn't really find one that was in the style I was wanting. I was looking for a cute octopus as opposed to a realistic one, but all of the cute ones were too big! I ended up finally settling on one, but it was bigger than what I wanted too, so I just ended up writing my own pattern on the back.
   So here is my very own FREE octopus pattern! Now, I'm going to warn you: I am the only one who has ever used this pattern. If there's an error or two or a bunch, please tell me in the comments so I can fix it! But, the pattern in relatively simple, so with any luck it will go smoothly. :D ((Oh, and P.S the octopus is equipped with an optional top hat and bow tie))
FREE Octopus Pattern


Need List
Worsted weight yarn in blue, black and yellow (I used Red Heart)
Size E Hook
12MM safety eyes
Tapestry needle and regular one
Tiny bit of embroidery thread for mouth
Optional: Silver Sharpie for eye highlights, pink sharpie for blush on cheeks, and a stitch marker

Head and Body

Rnd 1: Sc 6 in 2nd ch from hook ((or in magic ring)) (6)
Rnd 2: Inc around (12)
Rnd 3: * Sc, inc * around (18)
Rnd 4: * Sc 2, inc * around (24)
Rnd 5: *Sc 3, inc * around (30)
Rnd 6: * Sc 4, inc * around (36)
Rnd 7-10: Sc around (36)
Rnd 11: *Sc 5, inc * around (42)
Rnd 12-14: Sc around (42)
Rnd 15: * Sc 5, dec * around (36)
Rnd 16: * Sc 4, dec * around (30)
Rnd 17: * Sc 3, dec * around (24)
Rnd 18: * Sc 2, dec * around (18)
      Attach safety eyes towards bottom of head about 11 or so stitches apart
Rnd 19-21: Sc around (18)
Rnd 22: Inc around (32)
Rnd 23-24: Sc around (32)
Rnd 25: * Sc 1, dec * around (21)
Rnd 26: * Sc 1, dec * around (14)
Rnd 27: Dec around (7)
Rnd 28: Dec 3, leaving last st unworked.
      FO, leaving a long tail for sewing. Sew gap shut

Legs
Make 8

Ch 31, Sc in 2nd ch from hook and in next 4. Hdc in rest of ch, FO leaving a long tail for sewing. Sew onto body.

Top Hat

Rnd 1: Sc 6 in 2nd ch from hook (or in magic ring) (6)
Rnd 2: Inc around (12)
Rnd 3: * Sc 1, inc * around (18)
Rnd 4: BLO, sc around (18)
Rnd 5-9: Sc around (18)
Rnd 19: FLO, *Sc 1, inc * around (27)
Rnd 20: Sc around (27)
       FO, leaving a long tail for sewing. Sew to top of head.

Bowtie

Row 1: Ch 11, sc in 2nd ch from hook and in rest of ch (10)
Row 2-4: Sc across
   FO, leaving a long tail for sewing. Weave long end in to about the center of the bow on top row. Wrap yarn around bow to create the bow look. :) Using remaining tail, sew onto body.

Finishing Touches

Embroider on smile. Using Sharpies, give his eyes highlights, and give his cheeks some blush. And ta da! You're all finished! Now go and have fun with your new octopus friend.


I hope you like the pattern! I love feedback, so feel free to give me some. Have a great week, readers!

MR